choose instead to dwell in my disasters
So tired all the time.
Exhausted.
And my head aches.
No energy except for brief periods. Know I should get things done, contact friends, be a functioning adult, but.
I want to nap instead. Pull Alpha Dog and Boo close and succumb to dreams.
They were strange last night, all beaches and wandering on access roads and Alpha Dog leashed with medical gauze that got shredded in a turbine. I woke up at 4 a.m. and had to go find him and make sure he was okay.
It's rained all day today, and yesterday. The flowers will like it, but I long for sun. Maybe my skin will soak up solar rays and transmute them to energy? I don't produce chlorophyll, yet seem to wither in the dark as much as any plant.
